Remorse

  It was absobloodylutely insane evening for me ever!!! I wonder how could i be this non-sense!! After watching the little Nyonya drama which CTN has previewed it,after 2 years through that it is viewed  by PPCTV drama9!I donned my bag and rushed to go to school for the lesson's starting,i was stuck in buying some crackers,and some drink,while i was down of the building,My homie (Gui yu) called me "E-ling,com' on the presentation is starting,there is only us left,balls to the wall!!!"she murmured,I kept my voice indifferent and scowled "Ok, i will be up there soon".I was so surprised to heard that,i haven't been prepared for the presentation up next yet,i run up to class,and sat at my seat as usual,Gui yu gawked at me with the furious eyes! I belt up,and be inconspicuously with the lessons was 'bout!! apparently,i thought she was fury with my being late attention! A moment later, My bezzy mate,called me to be the up next,and i urged to her " I will bugger off ,if u still shake me this way'',i had spoke my mind,said the antagonistic words out loud,"The more you try to be a bad news,the more hate, u will deserve as i said" i banged on about it,she was stay still,and contour as i said,and she moaned "ok..but We'll be the last one of all". a minute later,teacher asked for the next partner,she asked me to be the next with my bezzy mate!!verdict,i nodded with my frigidly livid face,and i noted on the book along the aisle to the front,i winded and glanced to my class monitor,the 1 whom always support me,and admire me as the good Chinese pronunciation among of all people there,he surreptitious voice was aloud to me,"Take it easy,you will get the blinding score,Remember,you are the bobby-dazzler!" During the presentation,i caused the bloomer one to twice,again and again...~cringe~I clenched into hard fist,and closed my eyes to boat with people,but i felt like  people around me,and all the letters are all the unaware objects for me,even easy words i don't even know what they are... I really hate myself!!! T.T the bodge job of us was over,Gui yu and me were frustrated, really regret with that! ~sigh~  A group of cacky cake-hole smirked and giggle at us from one to the one next,it's more embarrassed than stumbling in the crowded town.Because i always got flawless and awe from people,but this time,it was like my brain had been paused. I don't want people sniffed me! =(
   Bell rang,It was the break time,my class monitor came around me,and he encouraged  "Both of you always be cat's whiskers of the class,why on the exam hour,you both turned to this bad"... he mumbled  something else as he walked away,it was an incredulous happened to me,it brought me to be dismay somehow...='( i let people down...although teacher....
   when the bell finally rang ,I rushed as swiftly and as gracefully from the room.. =[ I hope it will not happen again,i would come a cropper.... Noted it as a bad experience of life,without mistake,people will not reach the success... =]