Remorse

  It was absobloodylutely insane evening for me ever!!! I wonder how could i be this non-sense!! After watching the little Nyonya drama which CTN has previewed it,after 2 years through that it is viewed  by PPCTV drama9!I donned my bag and rushed to go to school for the lesson's starting,i was stuck in buying some crackers,and some drink,while i was down of the building,My homie (Gui yu) called me "E-ling,com' on the presentation is starting,there is only us left,balls to the wall!!!"she murmured,I kept my voice indifferent and scowled "Ok, i will be up there soon".I was so surprised to heard that,i haven't been prepared for the presentation up next yet,i run up to class,and sat at my seat as usual,Gui yu gawked at me with the furious eyes! I belt up,and be inconspicuously with the lessons was 'bout!! apparently,i thought she was fury with my being late attention! A moment later, My bezzy mate,called me to be the up next,and i urged to her " I will bugger off ,if u still shake me this way'',i had spoke my mind,said the antagonistic words out loud,"The more you try to be a bad news,the more hate, u will deserve as i said" i banged on about it,she was stay still,and contour as i said,and she moaned "ok..but We'll be the last one of all". a minute later,teacher asked for the next partner,she asked me to be the next with my bezzy mate!!verdict,i nodded with my frigidly livid face,and i noted on the book along the aisle to the front,i winded and glanced to my class monitor,the 1 whom always support me,and admire me as the good Chinese pronunciation among of all people there,he surreptitious voice was aloud to me,"Take it easy,you will get the blinding score,Remember,you are the bobby-dazzler!" During the presentation,i caused the bloomer one to twice,again and again...~cringe~I clenched into hard fist,and closed my eyes to boat with people,but i felt like  people around me,and all the letters are all the unaware objects for me,even easy words i don't even know what they are... I really hate myself!!! T.T the bodge job of us was over,Gui yu and me were frustrated, really regret with that! ~sigh~  A group of cacky cake-hole smirked and giggle at us from one to the one next,it's more embarrassed than stumbling in the crowded town.Because i always got flawless and awe from people,but this time,it was like my brain had been paused. I don't want people sniffed me! =(
   Bell rang,It was the break time,my class monitor came around me,and he encouraged  "Both of you always be cat's whiskers of the class,why on the exam hour,you both turned to this bad"... he mumbled  something else as he walked away,it was an incredulous happened to me,it brought me to be dismay somehow...='( i let people down...although teacher....
   when the bell finally rang ,I rushed as swiftly and as gracefully from the room.. =[ I hope it will not happen again,i would come a cropper.... Noted it as a bad experience of life,without mistake,people will not reach the success... =]

18.July.2011 ^o^

   Last night i slept at 3am,cuz of stuck with reading my love novel,i almost wanna finished it by the morning!! lolzz....Birds were singing to welcome the new day with the warmly sunshine shine down the earth,i woke up,and walked to the bathroom,with the sleepy mumbling,and my eyes still remain the blur view,i took my bag of bathroom necessities and went to the communal bathroom to clean myself up after the night of sleeping. I looked at my face in the mirror as i brushed through my tangle,damp hair.Maybe it was the light,but already i looked sallower,unhealthy.My skin could be pretty,it was very clear,almost translucent-looking. it was so impossible with this kind of sickness skin,but i had donned my bag and be ready for school...!



    And today,i had been late for school,but i still can catch what the lesson start with,today i got a group work,with correcting the Grammar homework,and i couldn't believe that i got all corrected...A tin bath was loudly explode by my group!We got a hardly creasing up! And i got 10 out of 10 with my Spelling Bee,Kerry brought me a marker  for noting my name on the"Spelling bee champion list" on da dashboard! I wish i could kept this dog's bollocks,hope not for the diddly squat! and i had realized a girl whom  i felt  a dead cert freaking close with my new friend (Kimna) ,she's also a swot as i do...we exchanged a few more comments on the works,and it's time home,i urged "Catch you later" to her,the word that i rarely use with those whom are my classmates.I didn't relate well to people my age. Maybe the truth was that i didn't relate well to people,period.As soon as Zata's calling to rang n alerted me,then i rushed to get down to the front of ACE's book club,and saw my boo was waiting me down there,immediately we walked to the motor park(garage),i was waited her 2 gimme a ride to pre-pay the items together,while i was standing there,and i got a mix speaking my mind that i also forgot what i had hestitaed 'bout!Toss~  Now my horrific day tomorrow just would be just that much less dreadful! We went for having a breakfast first of all where else...

My First post ^o^

  Hello everyone!  Hmmm... this's my first post and im also new in here,i used to be here before,but just for my schoolworks,but 2day i'm  bein' here with my own blog! Hope u guys,gimme the warmly welcome... ^^




  As I’m supposed to be introducing myself, I thought it would be best to give you some insight into something with my behaves. I'm kinda showed off person and im just a little bog-standard girl,but show off with what the truth is,not being so proud with the poorness..! Sometime u found me as a mean person,but i'm also kind,but not with people whom just near me for their own goods...!I'm a silent water runs deep,i'm not easy in giving a smile 2 anyone,although hardly ever get in touch and talk hardly with all those whom just named as my acquaintance,people find out that silent people as me is boring,but i definitely disagree with that,I just dont feel need to talk all of the time, I find its other peoples insecurities or problems that make me not needing to talk 24/7 a problem as its not a problem for me,it just waste my saliva talking about non-sense..i just talk when i need to,i just want 'em to cut the crap...!<=those are the farry nuffed! But i got an opposite character when im staying with my closest homies,i have became a person whom  laughed hard with and make jokes with and even do crazy things with. People find hard in reading my mind! To tell you the truth,I always be a coach potato and lazy in doing housework,i've never known how to clean the dishes,how to cook,or clean house.etc! sometime i blow a fuse with my mum,that she was forcing me in doing all those works,every holidays or vacations i always piss around with TV,and i love bo-boes,i always sleep all mornin' long...!i'm in this laziness,but i've never miss ma schoolworks,because i'm a swot,and i'm found to be worked hard in boning my studying up,and i always deserve as the brill result..!and i also love to be a cred girl...i love shopping,and wasting my bundle with those useless items such as sneakers,and bags.. =.=^ And this year i got a big booboo,and wrong decision,i was in a deep shit,people had kick off  the cruising for a bruising me,they were bang on 'bout the confusion,it's da thing i couldn't bin it off ma brain,because it's the only bummer of my whole life...! I was so surprised with that...~~! no great shakes!!! Skip that,i don't wanna remind that at all..^o^ Ahh... for along note,i haven't told ya yet 'bout my favorite, I love Justin bieber as my superstar,nah... not only him,but many more dat i couldn't recount,i've got boys on brain... xDD And i love to read Twilight Series...
    
   That's all 'bout me... ^o^  A huge thank for your reading... and welcome me 4 being here...